2018.02.01.
Unbearable Man
I became an unbearable man againSleeplees, moody, imprecatory
Like swearing rough
Like beating a wild animal
Working that day
Then I'm singing a lazy folk song like a cigarette butt in my mouth
Then I'm laying from morning to evening tomorrow
And it makes me angry fully
The hate and mercy that I feel against myself
I became an unbearable man again
Sleeplees, moody, imprecatory
I'm wrong like always I am
It's impossible that reason gone away
The thing that I've done is shame, disgrace
But I can't help it.
I envy you.